beautiful things

Nature can be a truly beautiful thing. Whether it’s a scenery at the beach, the country side, or even a single flower plant In the middle of the city. Just staring at it makes you wonder about all the wonderful things in the world. It can take you down to memory lane, as the patterns and color makes you remember all the fun times that you had. I don’t know if you have experienced this, but whenever I am angry or sad, it is always plants or the sound of water that calms me down the most. The best way to relax for me, it to sit out in the sun, and enjoy its warmth.

handcraft

gayness

this was when i was doing a project on post-traumatic stress disorder and i forced him to act in my documentary! this always cracks me up!! i know, i am mean!! but what can i say???

thai restaurant

i was startvin today, and there was nothin in the house to eat, so my friend and i went to this thai restaurant for dinner. after ordering our food, i realised that there was this arabian restaurant right next door. i wanted to eat there soo badly, but we couldnt go cuz we had already placed an order. we were seated at a table that was right next to the arabian resaturant. the only thing seperating us from the restaurant was a small window to my right.. while waitin, i was trying to get a peak at the restaurant, when i noticed these couple were eatin kebab. gosh, my mouth was soo watery!! i could taste it in my mouth.. i hinted to my friend what the couples were eating, you should have seen how her neck elongated like she was some giraffe.. she looked like some dumb founded fool!! we waited for about 10 mins for our food, and when i saw d food, i told my frend that the food better be good cuz she pick the place, or else! and shes like or else wat? so i said 'or else i'd stuff the food up ur ass' and she replied 'ooo that would hurt' and i told her that yeah it would, considering the fact that its hot and spicy.. nd i also added 'well i cant do that since NIDA PIKU MAYO THONG!! (which is chinese for 'your ass has no hole').. right after i said it, i realised that these 3 chinese ladies sitting right next to us stopped eating, and were staring right at us!! they were all quiet.. i was soo embarrassed!! they must have been shocked, disgusted, and alittle insulted cuz they were eating, and here i was talking about 'your ass has no hole' IN CHINESE..me, a black chick, african, talking dirty in chinese... they were all chinese!! they heard and understood what i said.. my friend was killing herself laughin at me!! i tried to act like i said nothing, but my friend just couldnt stop laughing.. she looked like some retarded walrus laughing, cuz she was slpping her hands on her legs, and their was noo sound comin out of her mouth!!! and the way i said it, was in a chris rock kinda chinese accent, shaking my head... i wonder what they were thinkin of us..

lol i love our stupid moments...

druunnkkk

drunk people, are the most scary, crazy, and funny people!! being the only one sober makes you realise the sort of crap they do.. and am talkin about jumpin from the 3rd floor into a shallow pool, runnin across the street without lookin, tryin to walk in a straight line in the middle of the road.. the whole experience was pretty fun! i had the idea of firebreathin in my mind, so i dunno why, but i sprayed perfume in my mouth and tried breathin fire. i idea didnt work out soo much! instead of breathin fire, my tongue felt like it was on fire..

scary moments

i know we all have that scary moments right after watchin a horror movie, when you hear a strange sound, and you think its probably nothin. but when you hear it again, thats when you run to your bed and hid under your blankly because its late at night, or theres no one in the house, and theres nowhere else you can run to and hid. the strange noise might still persist, and you can still hear it, and thats when you think 'OH GOD< AM GOING TO DIE TONIGHT!!' but if you are one of those brave pumpkins, you man up, and take whatever can be useful (whether is a bat, a bottle) or whatever you can lay your hands on to go explore and see what it is! you see nothing. just something random hittin on something, or the wind blowing on something. what if, right when you turn, you see someone or something standing right in front of you. what would you do? man up and whoop its ass for trespassing? karate-chop-it-into-some-chinese-styled-fried-rice? or would you be like me (someone that would be screamin her lungs out while frozen for a few seconds, then run like usaine bolt? maybe even faster... ) i bet 99.9% of people would be like me!! the 0.01% that stayed back to fight with whatever was there, are either lunatics, have been possessed by some powerful spirits (yes! powerful, because the weak once's will also run out like some castrated chickens!! its true), or the part of their brains that is meant to make them feel scared is severely damaged!! for i dont think anyone in their senses would stop for something like that!!

heres another thought!! what if that whole experience was a dream? and it keeps being dragged on like its never going to end. and you feel like you are never goin to wake up. or after watching a horror movie, you feel to scared to fall asleep because you think that you will see the nasty ugly looking scary faces from the movie that you watched! whats really horrible, is that when you do fall asleep, the movie you watched gets replayed in you dream, and you are the character that all the bad things happen to, or the person that survives and witnesses all the nasty crap that happens without being able to do anything about it!! what i really hate about bad dreams, is when something scary is happening, and you keep on screaming, hoping to wake up and escape you nightmares. but you NEVER WAKE UP WHEN YOU WANT TO!! its when the bad dream turns into something good, something you are actually enjoying that some stupid fool wakes you up, and you feel like beating the life out of the person! but you just hold back your anger, and let it all cool of!! like today, i was dreaming about winning a 'Micheal Jackson' poster that was worth $300 and right when i was about to collect it was when my stupid friend decided to wake me up!! i was like 'bitch!! did u really have to!!!??!!!!'

in my head

have you ever tried laughing, until you actually start legit laughing?? i bet you have. i bet everyone has that one crazy moment in their lifes, when they space out, and do something completely stupid, until they snap out of it and then try to act like nothings happened. i am the kind of person that loves spacing out for no apparent reason.. its quite fun i must say. try it: just look into space, and think of nothing. if you cant do that, then think about whats might be happening at the space you're staring at, or the patterns.. you can even think about food! now thats some really good stuff.. i love food, though i dont like to eat that much.. i only like to eat when i am hungry though sometimes, laziness prevents me from eating: just thinkin about the energy i have to use to get the food, chew it, then swallow it makes me feel like not eating. but junk food is an exception. am talkin about chocolates, potato chips, beef jerky, liquorish, orange soda, coke, spicy sea weed, sweets, chewing gum.. all that sort of crap!! one thing about me, is that i am a caffeine addict. it started with coke, then coffee. but am most addicted to red bull!! once, i tried "caffeine rehab" by myself, didnt turn out soo well. i ended up going back to my caffeine habit by drinkin 1.5l of coke in less thn an hour.. it felt soo great to have it in my system again, thou i knew it was a bad idea.

right nw, you must be thinkin that since my blog's called 'thoughts', what is going to my head. honestly, i dnt know. i just have way to many stuff going on up there. the damage in my head is worse than the japan earthquake.

hmm.. and this is the moment my mind goes completely blank.. its its like a straight line.. if i could trace my brain activity, it would be something like: ▁▂▃▂▁▂▃▂▁▁▂▃▄▅▇▆█▅▄█▄▃▂▁▁▁▁▂▃▄▃▂▁▂▃▂▁▁▁▁▁▁

yup.. i am one FREAKY !CRAZY person.................... am out