i've always wanted to be an independent woman. to lead my own life, and worry about no one, but myself. successful independent women, that have changed the world, were my biggest aspirations. But what i don't understand, is that people expect me to be somewhat like their personal slave, or a robot. I was once told by a good friend, that in my mind, i always want to please people, and i don't like to hurt peoples feeling. I was also told that i tend to step out to my comfort zone in pursuit of other's satisfactions. The hardest thing i can do, is to say no to something i know i can do or give. for example, when i friend asks me for cash, though am broke, i'll give them what i have. However, a lot of people are taking advantage to my disability. its always demand, and demands, that never seems to stop regardless of how much i try. for a long time, it's always been like that. But now, it transforming into something else, something i don't know of. So what i have more guy friends? that doesn't mean am a slut. so what if am very close with my best friend, and we holds hands? that doesn't mean we are lesbian. So what if i love science a lot, actually concentrate in class, and get good grades? that doesn't mean am a nerd. so what if i love sports, dresses like a guy, walks like a guy, loves playing video games rather than going shopping, rarely wear makeup, dresses, and high heals? That doesn't mean am going through identity crisis. Every one on this face of the earth, have faults. So why do people seem to be inclined to fix other people's gardens, when theirs is filled with a feet high of pests, weeds, and unwanted plantations??? i mean.. fix your own households, before looking into other's. This, i believe is the biggest crisis that the human species are facing, though not many realize it.