in my head

have you ever tried laughing, until you actually start legit laughing?? i bet you have. i bet everyone has that one crazy moment in their lifes, when they space out, and do something completely stupid, until they snap out of it and then try to act like nothings happened. i am the kind of person that loves spacing out for no apparent reason.. its quite fun i must say. try it: just look into space, and think of nothing. if you cant do that, then think about whats might be happening at the space you're staring at, or the patterns.. you can even think about food! now thats some really good stuff.. i love food, though i dont like to eat that much.. i only like to eat when i am hungry though sometimes, laziness prevents me from eating: just thinkin about the energy i have to use to get the food, chew it, then swallow it makes me feel like not eating. but junk food is an exception. am talkin about chocolates, potato chips, beef jerky, liquorish, orange soda, coke, spicy sea weed, sweets, chewing gum.. all that sort of crap!! one thing about me, is that i am a caffeine addict. it started with coke, then coffee. but am most addicted to red bull!! once, i tried "caffeine rehab" by myself, didnt turn out soo well. i ended up going back to my caffeine habit by drinkin 1.5l of coke in less thn an hour.. it felt soo great to have it in my system again, thou i knew it was a bad idea.

right nw, you must be thinkin that since my blog's called 'thoughts', what is going to my head. honestly, i dnt know. i just have way to many stuff going on up there. the damage in my head is worse than the japan earthquake.

hmm.. and this is the moment my mind goes completely blank.. its its like a straight line.. if i could trace my brain activity, it would be something like: ▁▂▃▂▁▂▃▂▁▁▂▃▄▅▇▆█▅▄█▄▃▂▁▁▁▁▂▃▄▃▂▁▂▃▂▁▁▁▁▁▁

yup.. i am one FREAKY !CRAZY person.................... am out